"Иногда важно уметь говорить, потому что и в молчании – нет большого смысла." ©
I acknowledged the truth: I want him and always wanted.

Somethere in the past I just decided that nothing is possible between us, so it's better to be friends.
Yet desire was stronger.

Then I decided to play games to win him instead of being honest.
And fucked up everything completely that I don't know even how to fix this all.

How can I make things right?

And now he's mocking at me...

Why do I loose all powers when I try to leave him?
Why do I get stronger beside him?

What should I do?
Help me out...

Please...

@темы: Я и мое безумие, English, Follow your bliss, Цели, Размышления, Elisson