I've learned that you cannot depend on others, you should always remain stand-alone and self-supporting...
Then...
What the f*ck is going on?
I should follow my bliss... And my bliss now is another person.
Why I lose my Light if I turn myself away?
Why I lose any sence?
Why I lose my powers, motivation... Everything?
WHY?
Tell me...
What does this MEAN?