Weekend. I'm visiting my parents at their place, watching with them some cartoon.
Checking socials from cellphone.
On next day, I'm home.
I take my phone to write him a msg about that, and see his msgs in WhatsApp.
I open them, exited.
3 msgs in total:
- One in russian with blue txt.
- Second with tonnes of pics with crownd of his friends.
I remember some pics I glanced.
They were made like now, with snow and nacked trees. On one pic they were pulling a washmachine through the street.
- And last msg, I wanted to reed most of all, started with words, that he invites me, but I have to be hurry... And my cellphone in that moment hang and started to reboot and I couldn't make it work to see his msgs.
At first i was thinking that he sent it yesterday, while I was at my parents place... I became really unset about this, Senya noticed that and started to ask me what;s wrong. I ran to my balcony to have some fresh air and to cry. I ran out inoto the snow, almost naked, and observed the snowy view.
Also, I was afraid that those pics might mean that he's leaving Russia.
Then I remembered that I was checking my phone while I visited parents, so, those msgs meant that he invites me TODAY, and I can't fucking nor read them nor call him.
And I woke up. With sense of his presence.
When I fell asleep again, I was again at my parents place to finish the cartoon (it was next visit).