I've got an e-mail from him begging with words that he would like to have a walk with me holding hands and stuff...

Without even reading it whole I push "replay" with a thought of writing:

- I'm always ready for u...

I stop myself. I've remembered, I'm so mad at him... And think to write that I am fucking tired of him... And again, too much words, should be something shorter.

And I'm forced out of the dream before reading his e-mail fully... Stupid idiot...
Unable to sleep again.

This is madness...