I dreamt how we texted in note book. I've just wrote down my words and recieved an answers.
And last of his replyes was which I remember only partly:
- ... u've never been urself. So, I can't do my stuff while ur around like sex and study...
- So, u've noticed? ^^

After that I drew several drawings one of them was owl the rest I don't remember.

And I woke up before receiving any answer...

But trying to fell asleep again I wrote through over the page:
- Let me be myself.