We have forgotten how to Love.

We have stuck in the games of pain and cruelty to catch each other on a hook.
We hurt each other to manipulate and create deep addiction.
To get what we desire we kill each other in instance with no second thought.

We have forgotten how to share warmth of our hearts.

But truth is that we are trying to reach each other, to feel each other, to be connected again.
But chose some sadistic way to gain what we need which leads to opposite direction.

How to escape this vicious circle?

And I feel this violence is rising within me with sexual desire.
I've met the shadow me who demands, strikes back, takes vengeance when doesn't get what she wants.

There is no love, no giving in this.
And all I know is shit.

My greatest challange now is to bring warmth of my soul in this brutality. To Burn it all out.
To open new dimension of sexuality and rise up to new level by letting awareness into sex.


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