When I was younger I lived through my heart. Through constant connection between me and my inner world which reflected surrealistic images of something greater than myself.
That was the source of my magic and influence to the outer world and people.

As time passed by I started to follow a conception that inner world is fantasy and illusion.
With my sixth feeling I realized that this greater power I used destructs my body so it's better to stop using it at all and just forget.
And learn how to live with my mind.

I was never mistaken as much as then.

I've discovered that I was closer to the Truth when I was living at one with my inner being than with my mind. I've found out that with tools of power comes personal responsibility. This power cannot be used for self gain or in disharmony with natural order otherwise it causes destruction of object that using it.

I've lost that connection.
Been playing games of Ego for so long that I hardly got awaken.
And found a way to my inner being again.

And now I need to learn how to live, walk and feel again.